Walking down the hazy lane!

No emotions no thoughts no pain

It seems as if I am walking down a hazy lane

Thoughts are many but they are as good as the sand in my hands

I do not know that the lane in which I am walking in, will end in what lands.

Everyone said be clear with the things you want from the surroundings around you,

But what I never realized that whatever the things I was expecting were very few.

Now when I realize everyone and everything is slipping out of my life,

It is hard to cultivate the fact that at this stage everything is as naive as a blunt knife.

Right from the scratch, the buildings of happiness are to be built upon,

But right now it is time to put the thoughts aside and move on.

It is no point sitting and mourning upon the things which never happened or which wont happen,

Because these are the things which do no good and just makes you feel threaten.

There will come a day when this hazy lane will be clear,

Till then just try and believe that the end is near. 

The Real Life Joker !

Wondering on a lonely evening, the thoughts came to a stand still;

Why is it always me, was the question?

Or was there a chance that your mind was as thoughtful as mine?

The doubts in my mind were pretty serious;

But you did not do anything to clear my fears.

It was me who cleared my ends always,

Even after this, my hopes were high,

But I never realized that I am still a little child at heart,

And a child’s desires are often too true to be achieved.

I still went on the same path, with a smile on my face; 

In the very hope that I might one day get a chance to look life from your side;

But what I never knew was the fool which I was making of myself,

I thought myself of a joker and laughed at myself,

I wish I would have realized that you were laughing on me and not on the jokes;

Everytime I smile and let it go thinking there shall be one who would value this joker,

But what I often forget is jokers are to be laughed at,

And not someone with whom you share.

I did not stop there and went on with whatever tiny strength I had,

That one day either people would value me;

Or Envy me.

That one day either people would value me;

Or Envy me.